YOU FEELING NEGLECTED LOVE??? LOL

haven blogged on this for awhile....mainly cuz i blog sumwhere else...yet to be revealed but yehhhhhhhhhhhh.....


sooooooooooooooo lots lots lots of happening have happened in my eposodic series of adventures i call my life...


hmmmmmm where to start?? i started a new job....fun fun fun!!! Litterally im enjoying it thus far...


i have started uni/business school whatever you wanna call it...i had to drop a subject due to work obligations....BOOOOO!!! but still good netherless...


romance wise...HA! you dont wanna know....and im not gonna tell ya....cuz it's like this random, stupid series of silly stupid events....i blame myself really....lol one can only laugh at oneself...for ones ability to understand yet still be blind to the most stupidest shit and against all other peoples advice still continue to be stupid!! LOL 


that is all im going to say until this point...LOL i for one believe...that there really has to be a reason for that stupid shit....LIKE REALLY....wtf....i just gotta figure out why....before it was quite painful to think about...not painful in the sense that its hurtful....more painful at the fact that i can be that damned stupid....its my own fault for believing in the best in people...and being so damn patient and being so oblivious to the facts...well more in denial of them....


awww wells lesson learnt!!! let's hope its NEVER AGAIN!!! LOL


hmmmmmmm so....interesting thing that happened today....


I TOTALLY REMEMBERED WHY I LOVE WHAT I DO!!! LOL


Think. Late. Think. Directionally challenged. Think. Unforgivably embarrassingly crappy parking. Think. Think. Think. LOL


i know so cryptic right??? MY BAD....xxoo


okies bed times!!!


toooodles lovelies!!!


Annerface

genius!!!

holey moley....just started my car....after sitting in it for a good 15 minutes...and HEY PRESTO....ma ma is working!!! hehe WOOOPPPPPPAAAA!!!! pure freaking genius....hahahaha not really but...stilll sooooo very goodly!!! HA!

hmmmmmm not so retarded after all!! *beams*

just putting it out there!!!!!

love lots
aaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna
xoxo

OMG i am retart

ok ppls....so i drive everywhere right....EVERY FREAKING WHERE....and i totally dont know why i do this but i drive with the lights on...when the sun is blaring outside.....i dunno why i do it...i just dont bloody know....and today i left the lights on and was gone for less than an hour and now my car is dead....FUCK BALLS its dead!! DEAD AS BAT SHIT!!!!! HOLY FUCK!!! HAAAAAAAAA!!!

Hurry up NRMA!!!!!!!! plzzz plzzzzzzzzzzz plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!

this is the third time in the past 2 months...so not good!!! dont you hate it when you dont learn from your mistakes and you just keep repeating them over and over again!! SO NOT HAPPY JAN....awww wells my fault!!!!

so yeh I AM RETART...lol had to vent!!!

xxoo
Annaface

UPDATE!

Alot has happened. SHIZNAYS!!! where to start? no idea...

Auckland.....ridicoulously fun!!! lots to drink...partied hard...pulled all nighters....strengthened friendships...made new friends!!!

Work...is not so amazing...but no job is perfect?! am i right or am i right?

Love life...confusing...really...you can only laugh at oneself....i thinks!!!

Friendships...a little strained...

Bet...Kim and I have a bet on...and imma gonna kick some major freaking ass!!! That is something I am definately looking forward to June 4!!!!

wish i could fly away...

xoxo

Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnerrrrrrr

skydiving....AMAZING!!!!

Skydiving - like explaining sex to a virgin

 - random sticker on the plane LOL

LOVELIES....

pictures say a thousand words

can't wait to go again!!!

xo
Annnaface

One Flaw in Women...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PPLS especially to all you chicki babes!!! xo

got this as a forward...soooo sweet and true!!!

God  doesn't give you the people you want, He gives  you the people you
NEED.. To help you, to  hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make  you into the person you were meant to be....

One Flaw in Women...

Women  have strengths that amaze men.
They bear  hardships and they carry burdens,
but they  hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile  when they want to scream.
They sing when  they want to cry.
They cry when they are  happy
and laugh when they are nervous. 
They fight for what they believe in. 
They stand up to injustice.
They  don't take "no" for an answer
when they  believe there is a better solution.
They  go without so their family can have.
They go  to the doctor with a frightened  friend. 
They  love unconditionally.
They cry when their  children excel
and cheer when their friends  get awards.
They are happy when they  hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their  hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve  at the loss of a family member,
yet they are  strong when they
think there is no strength  left.
They know that a hug and a kiss 
can heal a broken heart.
Women come  in all shapes, sizes and colours... 
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail  you
to show how much they care about you. 
The heart of a woman is what
makes  the world keep turning.
They bring joy,  hope and love.
They have compassion and  ideas.
They give moral support to their 
family and friends.
Women have vital  things to say
and everything to give. 

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, 
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH. 

don't forget lovely LOVELIES!!

xo
Annaface

updates....

"Life is either a daring adventure...or nothing"

- Helen Keller

Hi ppls...

been so busy with stuff....

been trying to go skydiving....yes....trying.....2nd attempt was a mad fail yesterday...third attempt will be on tuesday...if that falls through...i think God is telling me/us something....
been home alone for the past 4 weeks....really missed my parents and my lil sis...was very different....became such a homebody...really loved being home by myself....chilling...friends came over and all that...but yehhhh made me think...i really should move out...or move interstate...or move countries...well i could...hmmmmmmmmm i can...been doing heaps of cooking...i found that i actually enjoy it...been back at the gym....killing myself there hahaha have learnt how pain is definately good...and finding muscles i never knew i had hahaha...hmmmmm what else...been taking heaps of photos...that is something i definately need to learn about more....dont really understand how to make use of my AWESOME camera...hehe....now on the to do list....

was soooo good to see everyone today...holey shit they brang so much SO SO SO SO SO MUCH STUFF BACK...crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy!!!! 11 boxes of random stuff...hehe got me some goodies!! woop woop!!!!

ummmm work is the same...going to the nz end of this month...preety damn excited about the whole thing....catching up with all of last years crew is going to be off the freakin chain....OUR COMPANY knows how to party!!!! then shall staying back abit then taking a few days off....because i need to chill...never done that before be somewhere without knowing people hahaha....should be interesting to say the least....and is completely out of my comfort zone....should be awesome...been thinking that if i dont go skydiving by then i might just go in AUCKLAND!! woop woop hehehe bet ya there weather isnt shit house!!! HAHA!!! really want to go with my cousins and sister....they would be so hilarious to go with hehe...the first attempt we did part of our videos....and it was so awesome u cant just make shit like that up again....we were SOOOO GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED up got as far as on the bus in front of the plane...i just want the video and photos!! want to see the curvature of the earth...the view...the feeling of going through the clouds at 200km per hour (really no idea how fast) the adrenelin hit...hehe...hmmmm skydiving is on my to do list...2nd attempt just had to wait.........soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long!! we were there at 7am....which is about 2 hours away....and waited till 11 just to be told it was canceled...im losing the whole nervousness, heart pounding pulpatations thing and just want to be done with it hehe but i guess we shouldnt rush these things....should we hehe

also fail skydiving song...

because we stayed on the floor.....LOL







wish us luck lovelies

Annerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

NOTE TO SELF:

Stop taking more photos than you can be fucked to UPLOAD LOL

yes...i am a gronk!!! hehe

*kisssssssssssssssses*
annaface

quotes...quotes endless quotes...

Hi there bootiful ppls...
 hmmmmm I guess by now you would have noticed I super duper love quotes...especially the corny ones...and yes I am one of those ppl....that cry waterfall tears during soopy romantic flicks....when romeo kissed juliet....blah blah blah....


quotes I SUPER HEART and found today...


What I wish for my friends and for myself....

This is my wish for you:

Comfort on difficult days,

smiles when sadness intrudes,

rainbows to follow the clouds,

 laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart,

hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see,

friendships to brighten your being, f

aith so that you can believe,

 confidence for when you doubt,

 courage to know yourself,

patience to accept the truth.

Love to complete your life.

- Unknown

truth that resonates...

Love me when I least deserve it,

because that's when I really need it

- Swedish Proverb

(swedish peeps such wise mofos LOVE IT)

and about tears...

There is a sacredness in tears.

They are not the mark of weakness,

but of power.

They speak more eloquently

than ten thousand tongues.

They are messengers of overwhelming grief...

and unspeakable love.

- Washington Irving

Wow i never thought of tears like that...I have always been one to hold back tears...well at least try...TRY BUT FAIL...LOL *beams*....because I think it makes me look so damn weak...but there are times where that is all that you can do...LOVE THIS QUOTE BABY!!! hehe

awww and one of my most favourite love songs of all time.....a classic....SO DAMN AWESOME!!! hehe  dont laugh...but this used to make me cry hahahaha....when i was all heart broken and devoooooo'd HAHAHA...sad but true LOL

xoxo

bannnnnannnnnnnerrrrr

faith

Doubt is not the opposite of faith; it is one element of faith

- Paul Tillich

Hi bootiful ppls...

I have to admit that in recent times....I have found such faith....in God...in life...in beauty....in gratitude and thankfulness of what I have....and faith and hope for things to come....sometimes I may doubt things...fear things even....but then my faith hope...whatever you want to call it is renewed through the smallest and tinest of things....

I know I sound so super corny...but life is preety awesome...in testing times...I hope that I remember...how i'm feeling at this moment...
I do ask for courage...I do ask for patience...I do ask for humility...I do ask for strength to overcome challenges that may face....

Faith is the daring of the soul to go farther than it can see

- William Newton Clarke

but what i ask for most.....is not to lose faith....

xo
Anna