YOU FEELING NEGLECTED LOVE??? LOL

haven blogged on this for awhile....mainly cuz i blog sumwhere else...yet to be revealed but yehhhhhhhhhhhh.....


sooooooooooooooo lots lots lots of happening have happened in my eposodic series of adventures i call my life...


hmmmmmm where to start?? i started a new job....fun fun fun!!! Litterally im enjoying it thus far...


i have started uni/business school whatever you wanna call it...i had to drop a subject due to work obligations....BOOOOO!!! but still good netherless...


romance wise...HA! you dont wanna know....and im not gonna tell ya....cuz it's like this random, stupid series of silly stupid events....i blame myself really....lol one can only laugh at oneself...for ones ability to understand yet still be blind to the most stupidest shit and against all other peoples advice still continue to be stupid!! LOL 


that is all im going to say until this point...LOL i for one believe...that there really has to be a reason for that stupid shit....LIKE REALLY....wtf....i just gotta figure out why....before it was quite painful to think about...not painful in the sense that its hurtful....more painful at the fact that i can be that damned stupid....its my own fault for believing in the best in people...and being so damn patient and being so oblivious to the facts...well more in denial of them....


awww wells lesson learnt!!! let's hope its NEVER AGAIN!!! LOL


hmmmmmmm so....interesting thing that happened today....


I TOTALLY REMEMBERED WHY I LOVE WHAT I DO!!! LOL


Think. Late. Think. Directionally challenged. Think. Unforgivably embarrassingly crappy parking. Think. Think. Think. LOL


i know so cryptic right??? MY BAD....xxoo


okies bed times!!!


toooodles lovelies!!!


Annerface

genius!!!

holey moley....just started my car....after sitting in it for a good 15 minutes...and HEY PRESTO....ma ma is working!!! hehe WOOOPPPPPPAAAA!!!! pure freaking genius....hahahaha not really but...stilll sooooo very goodly!!! HA!

hmmmmmm not so retarded after all!! *beams*

just putting it out there!!!!!

love lots
aaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna
xoxo

OMG i am retart

ok ppls....so i drive everywhere right....EVERY FREAKING WHERE....and i totally dont know why i do this but i drive with the lights on...when the sun is blaring outside.....i dunno why i do it...i just dont bloody know....and today i left the lights on and was gone for less than an hour and now my car is dead....FUCK BALLS its dead!! DEAD AS BAT SHIT!!!!! HOLY FUCK!!! HAAAAAAAAA!!!

Hurry up NRMA!!!!!!!! plzzz plzzzzzzzzzzz plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!

this is the third time in the past 2 months...so not good!!! dont you hate it when you dont learn from your mistakes and you just keep repeating them over and over again!! SO NOT HAPPY JAN....awww wells my fault!!!!

so yeh I AM RETART...lol had to vent!!!

xxoo
Annaface

UPDATE!

Alot has happened. SHIZNAYS!!! where to start? no idea...

Auckland.....ridicoulously fun!!! lots to drink...partied hard...pulled all nighters....strengthened friendships...made new friends!!!

Work...is not so amazing...but no job is perfect?! am i right or am i right?

Love life...confusing...really...you can only laugh at oneself....i thinks!!!

Friendships...a little strained...

Bet...Kim and I have a bet on...and imma gonna kick some major freaking ass!!! That is something I am definately looking forward to June 4!!!!

wish i could fly away...

xoxo

Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnerrrrrrr

skydiving....AMAZING!!!!

Skydiving - like explaining sex to a virgin

 - random sticker on the plane LOL

LOVELIES....

pictures say a thousand words

can't wait to go again!!!

xo
Annnaface

One Flaw in Women...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PPLS especially to all you chicki babes!!! xo

got this as a forward...soooo sweet and true!!!

God  doesn't give you the people you want, He gives  you the people you
NEED.. To help you, to  hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make  you into the person you were meant to be....

One Flaw in Women...

Women  have strengths that amaze men.
They bear  hardships and they carry burdens,
but they  hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile  when they want to scream.
They sing when  they want to cry.
They cry when they are  happy
and laugh when they are nervous. 
They fight for what they believe in. 
They stand up to injustice.
They  don't take "no" for an answer
when they  believe there is a better solution.
They  go without so their family can have.
They go  to the doctor with a frightened  friend. 
They  love unconditionally.
They cry when their  children excel
and cheer when their friends  get awards.
They are happy when they  hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their  hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve  at the loss of a family member,
yet they are  strong when they
think there is no strength  left.
They know that a hug and a kiss 
can heal a broken heart.
Women come  in all shapes, sizes and colours... 
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail  you
to show how much they care about you. 
The heart of a woman is what
makes  the world keep turning.
They bring joy,  hope and love.
They have compassion and  ideas.
They give moral support to their 
family and friends.
Women have vital  things to say
and everything to give. 

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, 
IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH. 

don't forget lovely LOVELIES!!

xo
Annaface

updates....

"Life is either a daring adventure...or nothing"

- Helen Keller

Hi ppls...

been so busy with stuff....

been trying to go skydiving....yes....trying.....2nd attempt was a mad fail yesterday...third attempt will be on tuesday...if that falls through...i think God is telling me/us something....
been home alone for the past 4 weeks....really missed my parents and my lil sis...was very different....became such a homebody...really loved being home by myself....chilling...friends came over and all that...but yehhhh made me think...i really should move out...or move interstate...or move countries...well i could...hmmmmmmmmm i can...been doing heaps of cooking...i found that i actually enjoy it...been back at the gym....killing myself there hahaha have learnt how pain is definately good...and finding muscles i never knew i had hahaha...hmmmmm what else...been taking heaps of photos...that is something i definately need to learn about more....dont really understand how to make use of my AWESOME camera...hehe....now on the to do list....

was soooo good to see everyone today...holey shit they brang so much SO SO SO SO SO MUCH STUFF BACK...crazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy!!!! 11 boxes of random stuff...hehe got me some goodies!! woop woop!!!!

ummmm work is the same...going to the nz end of this month...preety damn excited about the whole thing....catching up with all of last years crew is going to be off the freakin chain....OUR COMPANY knows how to party!!!! then shall staying back abit then taking a few days off....because i need to chill...never done that before be somewhere without knowing people hahaha....should be interesting to say the least....and is completely out of my comfort zone....should be awesome...been thinking that if i dont go skydiving by then i might just go in AUCKLAND!! woop woop hehehe bet ya there weather isnt shit house!!! HAHA!!! really want to go with my cousins and sister....they would be so hilarious to go with hehe...the first attempt we did part of our videos....and it was so awesome u cant just make shit like that up again....we were SOOOO GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED up got as far as on the bus in front of the plane...i just want the video and photos!! want to see the curvature of the earth...the view...the feeling of going through the clouds at 200km per hour (really no idea how fast) the adrenelin hit...hehe...hmmmm skydiving is on my to do list...2nd attempt just had to wait.........soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long!! we were there at 7am....which is about 2 hours away....and waited till 11 just to be told it was canceled...im losing the whole nervousness, heart pounding pulpatations thing and just want to be done with it hehe but i guess we shouldnt rush these things....should we hehe

also fail skydiving song...

because we stayed on the floor.....LOL







wish us luck lovelies

Annerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

NOTE TO SELF:

Stop taking more photos than you can be fucked to UPLOAD LOL

yes...i am a gronk!!! hehe

*kisssssssssssssssses*
annaface

quotes...quotes endless quotes...

Hi there bootiful ppls...
 hmmmmm I guess by now you would have noticed I super duper love quotes...especially the corny ones...and yes I am one of those ppl....that cry waterfall tears during soopy romantic flicks....when romeo kissed juliet....blah blah blah....


quotes I SUPER HEART and found today...


What I wish for my friends and for myself....

This is my wish for you:

Comfort on difficult days,

smiles when sadness intrudes,

rainbows to follow the clouds,

 laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart,

hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see,

friendships to brighten your being, f

aith so that you can believe,

 confidence for when you doubt,

 courage to know yourself,

patience to accept the truth.

Love to complete your life.

- Unknown

truth that resonates...

Love me when I least deserve it,

because that's when I really need it

- Swedish Proverb

(swedish peeps such wise mofos LOVE IT)

and about tears...

There is a sacredness in tears.

They are not the mark of weakness,

but of power.

They speak more eloquently

than ten thousand tongues.

They are messengers of overwhelming grief...

and unspeakable love.

- Washington Irving

Wow i never thought of tears like that...I have always been one to hold back tears...well at least try...TRY BUT FAIL...LOL *beams*....because I think it makes me look so damn weak...but there are times where that is all that you can do...LOVE THIS QUOTE BABY!!! hehe

awww and one of my most favourite love songs of all time.....a classic....SO DAMN AWESOME!!! hehe  dont laugh...but this used to make me cry hahahaha....when i was all heart broken and devoooooo'd HAHAHA...sad but true LOL

xoxo

bannnnnannnnnnnerrrrr

faith

Doubt is not the opposite of faith; it is one element of faith

- Paul Tillich

Hi bootiful ppls...

I have to admit that in recent times....I have found such faith....in God...in life...in beauty....in gratitude and thankfulness of what I have....and faith and hope for things to come....sometimes I may doubt things...fear things even....but then my faith hope...whatever you want to call it is renewed through the smallest and tinest of things....

I know I sound so super corny...but life is preety awesome...in testing times...I hope that I remember...how i'm feeling at this moment...
I do ask for courage...I do ask for patience...I do ask for humility...I do ask for strength to overcome challenges that may face....

Faith is the daring of the soul to go farther than it can see

- William Newton Clarke

but what i ask for most.....is not to lose faith....

xo
Anna

watsons bay....harbour bridge...

more mona vale...more of brighton le sands...

Life is full of beauty. Notice it.

Notice the bumble bee, the small child, the smiling faces.

Smell the rain, and feel the wind.

Live your life to the fullest potential

and fight for your dreams.

-Ashley Smith

 

flood waters...bushfires...

our hearts and prayers go out to all those affected by the floods and bushfires...

such extremes...
such tragedy...

know that you are not alone

nsw art gallery...so awesome....and the famous bondi beach...

rain rain rain....

Let the rain kiss you.

Let the rain beat upon your head
with silver liquid drops.

Let the rain sing you a lullaby.

- Langston Hughes

OMG my sister is such a doche!!! i love her!!! LOL


she killed a bird and claims that it commited suicide because it was so stoopid for hitting her car...and it was a preety bird too....freakin doche...

dont get me wrong....she is so kind...the kindest...just so funny with her stoopid stories....she cracks me up!!! Ok and in her defence...i for one would expect the bird to get out of the way....or at least dodge the car...just in time....like they always do...


reminds me of the time that i killed a duck family, i was so freaking upset, i just remember an explosion of feathers everywhere...i full cried about it!! GOSH im such a dag...i still get teased about it up till now...i got banned from that road...by mummy cuz...she knew id be traumatised and shit...im such a freakin doche!!! LOL


newhos i hate driving in the rain...and its been raining BUCKET LOADS...i drive like a nanny...so so so VERY slowly...and for whatever reason...i cant drive when the speed of the wipers are at their fastest...IT FREAKIN FREAKS ME OUT...i am such a gronk...LOL...it just makes me soooooo darn nervous....its not even funny...its like the beat of the wipers become an echo of the beat of my heart HAHAHA.or whatever...i know its stoopid...I KNOW...BUT STILL...


rain rain rain whenever you want...because australia is a drought ridden country....n i heart this place....n i actually do like rain...the smell of it...watching it drizzle down my window when im in the warmth of my home....just plzzzzzzzzz not when its night time and i have to drive...PREETY PREETY PLEASE with SUGAR ON TOP!!!

on another note...

kissing in the rain would be awesome!! haha...never done that before!!! random thought...i know...im such a soppy romantic hahahaha

I believe in running through the rain and

crashing into the person you love and

having your lips bleed on each other.

- Billy Bob Thornton

newhos....

drive safely lovelies!!!

*kissessssss*

annainks

mwaaaaa

my first and my favourite photos!! hehe

I LOVE THEE MY SLR!!! FOREVER and EVER! AMEN!!!

Photography records the gamut of feelings

written on the human face,

the beauty of the earth and skies that man has inherited,

and the wealth and confusion man has created. 

It is a major force in explaining man to man. 

-Edward Steichen

Photography is a way of feeling, of touching, of loving.

What you have caught on film is captured forever...

it remembers little things,

long after you have forgotten everything.

- Aaron Sinskind

There is only you and your camera.

The limitations in your photography are in yourself,

for what we see is what we are

- Ernst Hass

okies ppls this is my favourite photos for today...as promised!!!

my first photo...haha i woke up early to shoot this....i know it SHIAAAAAT...but still haha WOOP WOOP!!

from observatory park...thanks matty g for taking me!!

sydney harbour...north sydney side

clouds SO PREETIFUL

maria teaching me the basics...woop woop HEART HER!!

at nepean observatory...

newhos...imma just starting....so please forgive the amateurism!! (dunno if that is even a word but....WHAT UP???) LOL

i will always have my camera by my side...hehe

kisssessss***
annainks

my 2011!!!

Life is what you make of it. Always has been. Always will be.

- Elenor Roosevelt

Hi ppls...

OMG I am so freaking excited about this year....I have no freakin clue why....

SO SO SO SO SO EXCITEMENT!!!!

work is great, family is great, love life is non existent but i dont give a flying shit about it...hahaha...it'll happen when it'll happen...business...is a very WATCH THIS SPACE kinda thing...all top secret about it all...hmmmm its one of those things that are like "fuck that...im going to make this work!!!" Going into it with eyes wide open...with someone i love dearly...someone i trust completely......so amazing...so talented...fuck how can this NOT work!!! WOOP WOOP!!!!....this year is going to be great I CAN FEEL IT!! WATCH OUT MO FOS!!! hehe

This is going to be abit of a lameish blogg cuz i dont have much time to blab on n on n on....but yehhhh some things i thought you might be interested to know...

work...

I am back to work so....cleaned up my desk....all fresh and new...ready for the challenges that come my way...

going to find out if i was the best account manager in the asia pacific...in the next couple of weeks....hmmmm *fingers crossed*

my new years...

had the best freaking new years ever!!! knew that i was going to be going into the city so i slept right after dinner about 7pmish till 15 mins till midnight...got woken up by my lil sis...when i got woken up i swear i just wanted to go straight to sleep!! LOL i did not want to get up but get up i did...watched the fireworks on tv...did the whole traditional random new year stuff....id write it but...too little time...

was already dressed to go...so off i went....for watever reason...after watching the fireworks...i was
COMPLETELY energised....like shit its 2011...its going to be a THE BEST YEAR EVER!!! so off to the city i went....went to criterion and bummed with ring and crew...drank a fair bit....DANCED A SHIT LOAD!!! omg honestly the guys MY HOMIES were the centre of freakin attention.....they are just such awesome dancers...its crazy how good they are!!!! and ring...holey moley she is so freaking funny...she is a classic....i am so glad i am on her good side...guys are just so funny...cant really get into it...but it was fun fun fun...RING IS A CRACKER!!! LOL LOVE HER!!!

also whilst on my way there...did get some random msgs from mark....which was a nice surprise!
hehe...yehhh drunken texts and calls...hahaha he is too funny!!! LOL hmmmmmmm blah blah blah....partied with everyone until the wee hours of the morning...got home around 7-8ish....was still quite alert for watever reason....was planning to go to the beach...ended up meeting with mark first watched some random movies....he is such a bogan hehe...and still so very sexy lol....hmmmm twas interesting indeedy...i guess i figured that i didnt want the last time to be the last time......so wateva!!! isnt it funny how life can be like that!!!! hahahaha i know im a bad ass!!! LOL my bad!!!

so...it is family tradition to go beach on new years day...but since not all the family is here...we went to the clubhouse instead...was really nice...love going there....so relaxing....not like the beach but still...same shit different smell...hahahhaah....then after that ended up going out with ring and her hubby and mike to brighton le sands....because i was craving to go to an actual beach beach....since before christmas...had coffees and icecreams....YUMMMMMMMMMMMO....walked around....randomly heard some awesome music playing and ended up dancing on the beach....THE BEST NEW YEARS EVER!!! *beams*

SLR CAMERA!!!

holey fuck balls....i got it!!! its charging as we speak....you get what i mean...im going to sleep early so i can wake up early and take the most randomest photos!! WOOOP WOOOP!!!!

random...

going to go skydiving at the end of this month...dont know when because i might chicken out so ill find out on the day HAHA!!! i know im a pansy hahahahaha

ok now i really need to sleep....

LIVE IT UP MO FOS!!!! hehe

love you LOVERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

annainks

 There are only two ways to live your life.

One is as though nothing is a miracle.

The other is as though everything is a miracle.

-Albert Einstein

reflections of 2010

first and foremost...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

may your 2010 be filled with

the CRAZY,

the AWESOME

and the BEST OF THANGS!!! xo

upon reflecting the year of 2010

FAMILY and FRIENDS, WORK, LOVE, HEALTH, WEALTH, and HAPPINESS would be the main things that i would be contemplating on...

FAMILY and FRIENDS...just awesome. Love them to itty bitty pieces...though i have my moments of pure stuborness and can be absolutely full of pride...i know i am so blessed to have such purely amazing family and friends!!! Family your stuck with...LOL...friends are the family you choose...LUCKILY I LOVE MY FAMILY...and my friends...that i have carefully choosen...THEY ARE JUST THE BEST!!!! for my close friends...i will do anything for them...they just like family!!!! we did have our fair share of rough patches...but nothing that we could not work through....or talk out, laugh about....cry about....i dunno what id do without them...they are my foundation...where i draw my strength and inspiration...they keep grounded...they talk sense into me...even when i dont want to hear it...they remind me of who i am...if i ever forget!!!

WORK...i effing love my job!!! FUCK OATH....love what i do...love my clients...love love love my work collegues...so in love with my boss!!! so damn lucky....

LOVE...in 2010 i guess...things that needed to end...ended...and yehhhh there were ALOT OF RANDOM shit goin on...hahaha...so that it can make way for even GREATER things....or blah blah blah...LOL...well thats what i like to think neways....well i effing hope that that is the case!! HAHA!!!

HEALTH...hmmmmmmm i am healthy....i am breathing...hehe...but i really could do better with this aspect of my life...gotta stop being such a lazy arse....and damn it now i sure am motivated..haha...

WEALTH...is something that im slowly building up....as of late...ive come to think uve gotta spend money to make money...hopefully its just not too much money LOL wish me luck...cuz im going to need it...plus alot of other thangs xo

HAPPINESS...in 2010....as all years...i must admit....i had gone through some emotional shit...the ups and downs...but i learnt from it all...and luckily there were more ups than there were downs...it takes a effing lot to get me down....2010 was actually preety awesome....laid down the foundation for a FREAKIN HECTIC 2011....cant wait to blog about that shit!! WOOP WOOP!!! hehe


Goodbye 2010....and 2011.......BRING IT ON!!!! hehe

ill blog more tomorrow hopefully but its past 3am...and i got manly tomorrow...hehe MANLY!!!

im  in holiday mode...and i swear i barely know what time it is....let alone what day!!! HAHA!! LOVE IT!!!

i thought id have more time to blogg...but im having to much fun going out, partying...chilling!!!

HOPE ALL IS WELL IN YOUR WORLD LOVELIES!!!

in 2011, i wish you all the very best....DECIDE what you trully want...and HELLA FIGHT FOR IT!!!

*kisses*
annainks