quote for the minute...

Not everything that counts can be counted,

& not everything that can be counted counts.

i love you

ppls...


im a huge rnb fan but i can listen to anything and appreciate all sorts of music...realised ive put on heaps of random stuff....beutifully random songs...but yehh....


a song imma loving atm...


i dunno what it is BUT...i dunno what you do BUT...


I LOVE YOU...I LOVE YOU...I LOVE YOU




xo
bananaface

hauntingly beautiful

The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious.

It is the source of all true art and science. 

- Albert Einstein

Nothing can be beautiful which is not true.

- John Ruskin

Audrey Kawasaki is absolutely amazing...i am at a lost for words...for once...*beams*

http://www.audrey-kawasaki.com/

put a spell on me...

xo Anna

i cant sleep...cuz i suck...LOL

Insomnia is a gross feeder. 

It will nourish itself on any kind of thinking,

including thinking about not thinking. 

-Clifton Fadiman

The worst thing in the world is to try to sleep and not to. 

-F. Scott Fitzgerald

O bed! O bed! delicious bed!
That heaven upon earth to the weary head.
~Thomas Hood, Miss Kilmansegg - Her Dream

Dreams are answers to questions

we haven't yet figured out how to ask

The best reason for having dreams

is that in dreams no reasons are necessary. 

-Ashleigh Brilliant

I hate it when I cant sleep...it usually means im going to be dreaming some weird shit...you dont want to know....hahahaha....and im going to wake up late...i dont mind the sleep in so much...but im more of a morning person...i like getting up early...getting use of the whole day...

i love my morning air...the freshness...the coldness of it...i love watching the sunrise...i was wanting to go to the beach....prolly go tomorrow...

see there is something about the water...the sound it makes...the blueness....the deepness of it...the feel of the sand underneath your feet or between your fingertips...hmmmm

imma watching A Love Song for Bobby Long...


don't ask me why...its just on the tv...interesting characters...smoking, drinking, chilling, beautiful disasters....such charming characters...beautiful songs...so soft...

i cant believe how crazy awesome this movie actually is...what their saying...its crazy...its beautiful...so poetic...

Bobby Long: Lawson is not in love with you.
Georgianna: Bobby, I don't think thats any of your damn business.
Bobby Long: I've seen him with a woman that he can't get enough of. A woman that's crawled into every molecule of his being. That consumed his every thought and turned him into a creature of devotion and obsession. I have the scars of that love on my face, have ya told her about that? Have you told her about the difference between true love and a warm bed to pass the time away?
Lawson Pines: Oh cool it man. Don't go after her, I never said I was going anywhere.
Bobby Long: I only speak the truth. The woman deserves to know the truth. And you, you're free to do as you please.
Lawson Pines: Am I, really? Finally free huh?
Bobby Long: I wanna say something on this occasion where I celebrate my love and frienships with one another. Friend, my enemy, I call you out. You, you, you there with a bad thorn in your side. You there, my friend, with a winning air. Who pawned the lie on me when he looked brassly at my shyest secret. With my whole heart under your hammer. That though I loved him for his faults as much as for his good. My friend were an enemy upon stilts with his head in a cunning cloud.
Lawson Pines: Bravo, man. Now why dont you come out and fucking say what you really mean. Does every word out of your mouth have to be in character? Or is that the idea? Just to be anyone but who you really are. You want to tell me that your disappointed in me? Cause maybe im disappointed in you. You know I never asked to write your damn book. Your redemption and my penance, right? Havent I paid? Nine fucking years. I'm sorry. I am sorry all right. I am so fucking sorry.
Bobby Long: It's Dylan Thomas. That's an easy one.

......................

Lawson Pines: Some people reach a place in time where they've gone as far as they can. A place where wives and jobs collide with desire. That which is unknowable and those who remain out of sight. See what it is invisible and you will see what to write. That's how Bobby used to put it. It was the invisible people he wanted to live with. The ones that we walk past everday, the ones we sometimes become. The ones in books who live only in someones mind's eye. He was a man who was destined to go through life and not around it. A man who was sure the shortest path to Heaven was straight through Hell. But the truth of his handicap lay only in a mind both exalted and crippled by too many stories and the path he chose to become one. Bobby Long's tragic flaw was his romance with all that he saw. And I guess if people want to believe in some form of justice, then Bobby Long got his for a song.

just interesting to see how relationships are on screen...showing the craziness of it...its quite interesting...heart renchingly intriguing...quite a moving movie...so damn deep...

...i love this movie...im going to buy it...love the music...love the characters...

funny how i was so not interested in it in the beginning and then it just grew on me...damn it...now i just have to finish watching it...and its nearly 2am...i really should go to sleep....but i wont...haha...

Lawson is dead sexy...hahaha...YUM...nearly as sexy as Pursy Will...but no ones as hot as her!! LOL

Yesterday i had a dream, that i could fly....
 xo
bananerrrrrrrr



all i want for christmas...

Great little one! Whose all-embracing birth
Lifts Earth to Heaven, stoops Heaven to Earth.

-Richard Crashaw

May you have the gladness of Christmas which is hope;
The spirit of Christmas which is peace;
The heart of Christmas which is love.
~Ada V. Hendricks

I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!

Christmas to me...

*in no particular order

music

thank yous

christmas tree

smiles

love

cooking

tanning

deep and meaningfuls

SMS msgs

gratitude

mass

tinsel

kareoke

family

ice cream

fun

wrapping paper

kindness

wishes

friends

santa claus

singing

love

laughter

randomness

hang over

sharing

eating

favourites

christmas lights

jokes

beer

wine

giving

christmas carols

mountains of food

presents

dancing

sleeping in

caring

celebrating christs' birth

star gazing

photos

review

blessings

christmas cards

BBQ

beach

inspiration

prayers

deserts

reading

lazing around

hugs

late nights

cleaning

sleep overs

church

long walks

chocolate

kisses

love

 and so much more!!!

Wishing you all a very Merry Christmas...

a day filled with laughter, joy and LOVE LOVE LOVE!! 

thats' spirit resonates with you throughout the year!!

one of my all time favourite christmas songs...hehehe!!!

LOVE LOTS!!!

MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Anna

PHOTOS....moments captured!!

holey freakin moley?? did neone...other than ria and i...witness the moon yesterday with the scattered clouds everywhere!!! it was GOBSMACKINGLY BEAUTIFUL!!! i hope you saw it!!!

it was just one of those moments that made me realise...I really need to get me a AWESOMELY INSANE camera....should i get an SLR???

once i do...it will be endless photos from here on end!! YAY!

xo

ANNAFACE

once upon a time...

A girl met a boy…

She never met someone so amazing.

And friends they became.

And friends it was.

For friends was what they were meant to be.

Sharing secrets and laughter. Joy and fears.

Never expecting that One day she would fall.

And fall she did. Though control it she did try.

The timing wasn’t right.

Giving countless reasons, wondering why?

The internal turmoil was a hopeless fight.

It must have only been lust. But she knew better.

She knew he wasn’t perfect.

And his faults she did see.

But she knew he was worth it.

And hope she did. Till hope no more.

She missed him. Until she didn’t.

Until one day he came back.

But what he offered, wasn’t what she wanted.

Though she knew that what he offered, was all that he could offer.

She isn’t perfect. With her many faults, that she was sure he could see.

But decide, she had to.

It was all or nothing.

And nothing it was.

So nothing it had to be.

-annainks

the heavy beats...the soft sweet melodies...

"Music gives a soul to the universe, 
wings to the mind, 
flight to the imagination, 
and life to everything." 
~ Plato ~

Music expresses that which cannot be said
and on which it is impossible to be silent.
~Victor Hugo

Honestly ppl i do not know what i would do if music did not exist!!! it cheers me up...makes me reminisce...will energise me in the mornings...all sorts of music...from rock...to house...to rnb...ive even been listening to the classics...i dunno if this is just me or not...but when things...good or bad...is happening in your life...i tend to not only listen to more music....and dance hella more....but i pay attention to the lyrics...ill listen to the mood that i want to be in...at times its SO SO true...I DONT NEED NO LOVE!!! ALL I NEED IS A DJ!!! hehe...

i swear every sunday morning...i wake up to either celion dion, michael jackson, ABBA, bee jees or the eagles or something random like that...thank goodness they kinda like Rob Thomas...so i get abit o him every now and then....LIKE BLASTING!!! usually i would have been partying so hard or chilling and not sleeping as much as i should off....that i cant or wont move or be bothered to ask my parentals to put it down...GOSH i heart them!!! it's just become part of my life...SUNDAY = wake up to random classic music LOL

i think my love for music came from my dad...because he will randomly put on some music....crazy CRAZZYYYY LOUD!!! and ill see him dancing randomly...haha...ppl my dad can't dance...but at least he trys...

and my love for dancing came from my mum...she got rhythm ppls!!! she know how to get her groove on LOL

my parentals generation upon thinking about it...there music is so much more....i dunno deeper...our generation...is so whack! full about biatches...hoes...butts..putting so and so....where and where...or bumping and grinding...you gotta appreciate their kinda thing...

i love the song below....reminds me of someone!!! CLASSIC enjoy xo

newhos....another weekend...mischief to be made!!

hehe xo

ann ann

an expert in the making

hey ppls

have been CRAZY BUSY with work...can not wait till the 23rd December....THE LAST WORKING DAY OF THE YEAR!!!!will have heaps of leave soon....so will shall be bombarded with masses of blogs from me...YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED...in the very near future!!! Now have to right up all these christmas cards and deliver presents...it is fairly time consuming...but still alot O fun!!!

so ppls...i have been practicing hoolahooping...and now im all pro at it LOL

do have to admit i do look abit retarded at times so still refining those skills...hehe....as they say practice makes perfect *wink*wink*knudge*knduge* LOL

fun n games....fun n games!!!

xo
Anna

iphone autocorrect!! freakin HILIARIOUS!!!

hey ppls...

this is TOO EFFING FUNNY!!!

all images taken from...

http://damnyouautocorrect.com

i hope it puts a smile on your dial!!

xo
Annner

...

You can close your eyes 

to things you don't want to see...

You can't close your heart 

to things you don't want to feel

i have always been one that has lots of control over my thoughts and emotions and that sort of thing...i guess it comes with the job...the whole positive thinking thing...actually i think ive always been like that...but doing what i do...has helped me refine that....focus on results...long term perspective...blah blah blah...i guess you would say that i am quite future orientated...and always evaluate situations prior to action....quite analytical...don't know if thats a good thing...

with the matters of the heart...that is something i find very hard to control...that i do try very hard to control...but i just can't which really really really annoys me....lol....you feel what you feel about people...falling for someone is exactly that...you fall...you have no control...it just happens there is no effort on your part...it just is...even when you don't want to...even when you know you shouldn't....even when your trying not to...

when i know im falling for someone and i dont want to...i normally dont ever want to....i just deny it...until im blue in the face...i will do everything i can possibilily do...to not feel that way...weather it be constantly telling myself that its nothing...or better cut all ties...no talk...no nothing...until these feelings that make me so uncomfortable go away...

the only thing wrong with this...though usually it is quite effective....is when the feelings...because you actually do have strong feelings for a person....and you think its gone...but then when this person appears again...its 10 times worse then what it was originally....these feelings they just come back with vengeance...its so not even funny!!! 

Absence is to love as wind is to fire;

it extinguishes the small and kindles the great

had to write about this for watever reason...not because im experiencing it now...thank freaking goodness!!! But recent events has made me think about how this crap has happened...its happened to everyone right??? its a bitch aye??? LOL


again...


DAMN YOU FEELINGS!!!!


one thing though...its kinda weird not knowing whats going to happen next...exciting even...hmmmm whatever...its going to be freakin GREAT!!! i thinks...i hopes...ill make sure...i promise!!!


ciao ciao xo
inkette

weird...random...

upon hearing his voice...kinda forgot about mark...which was just so completely fucked up...on so many different levels...lol...

i realised i dont know myself at all sometimes..

upon talking to him COMPLETELY different story!!! which just suprised me even more!!!

DAMN IT life is so weird and random...hahahahaha i find myself so funny!!!

will have to explain latersssssssssss

HAHAHA!!!

*kisses*
annnerrrrr!!!

hmmmm too school for cool....

Do the thing you fear...and the death of fear is certain

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

 

i have been strongly contemplating going back to study...part time off course...i wouldnt give up my job...because im so damn in love with it...i am abit scared though because i haven't studied for awhile...for ages....maybe a decade....lol....and i dont exactly need it for what i am doing....don't get me wrong...i love love love my books...and can read read read about my passions...but super dooper scared of going back...especially with the course i want to do...

 

Atm im thinking of what i would have to give up...the amount of sacrifice....no more late nights having coffees staying up till wee hours of the night...i would really have to ease myself back into it...i would have to create balance...im preety shit at that....lol....i would have to do presentations...which i do now...but not so much...the thing i do look forward to is the amount of networking i would have to do...meeting random people from all works of life...it would be so interesting to get different perspectives on businesses...what the best practices are...how to create crazy awesome business structures...would come in very handy in the not too distant future...

 

i really really really want to do it...and it is business...so I am really passionate about it...but i guess it is just fear that is holding me back...it's weird how fear...even though its not necessarily a true perspective on things...can paralyse you...normally i would just go for it and not give a flying shit...but i guess i just dont want to fail...me so scared!!!  And the people i would be studying with would be much more experienced...crazy experienced...i kind of question my ability...can i handle it? i sure hope so...i'm preety sure if someone else can do it...so can i......ppls i would be throwing myself into the deep end with this one....but luckily enough i do have the support of work...and my work collegues...so i can...i guess refer to their knowledge their experience...

 

i do love learning new things...getting new perspectives...and business is definately something i want to understand..

 

Damn it!! I LOVE BUSINESS...and i feel as though it would be more than worthwhile...the benefits...the endless opportunities...

 

wish me luck cuz im going to need it!!

 

hopefully ill grow some balls soon and just do it!!!

 

xo

anna

beauty painted

Tell them dear, that if eyes were made for seeing,
Then beauty is its own excuse for being
~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Hey ppls...

I went to an exhibition the other day...met Melissa beautiful and talented girl...

images taken from http://www.melissasharplin.com/



beauty painted...

xo

bananaink

impact

n.

1. The striking of one body against another; collision. See Synonyms at collision.

2. The force or impetus transmitted by a collision.

3. The effect or impression of one thing on another: still gauging the impact of automation on the lives of factory workers.

4. The power of making a strong, immediate impression: a speech that lacked impact.

today i tried to hoolahop...with this small ass hoolahop thingy ma bob...n i'll tell you know ppl...i was hopeless...hahaha...i got semi sweaty after about 5 mins...lol...hmmmm not a good sign...

today i also danced in the rain....abit random...but i realised i should do these kinda things more often...it was nice...comptemplating on how great it is just to be...im breathing...im healthy....blessed to have such awesome family and friends...i started thinking about how different ppl have effected my life in some shape or form...

also played bingo hahahaha hadnt done that in years...HAHA!! random!!!

Isn't it funny how different ppl impact onyour life...it can be as simple as a smile...an interesting conversation...witnessing something funny take place..such as someone tripping or something...hahaha...(i know kinda slack but it happens to everyone and you gotta  just laugh right?)i do believe that ppl come into your life for a reason...sometimes you dont know the reason that they you have met them until later on...but still you learn from everything...

Some people are there for a short while....while others are there forever...i guess it's based on you as to wheather or not that is the case. Some people you just can't let go off...for whatever reason...

When people actually make a deep impact on your life...wheather it be good or bad...it happens to teach you something? i thinks...come to think about it the worst relationships be it friendship/lover/family/co-worker whatever you always learn how to handle that situation better in the future...

ok with mark the guy i was extremely infatuated with...he taught me to be straight up and to the point...be random...well more random than i am now...be open to experiences...i had always been one of those ppl who were more words than action...hahaha...

ok a had a economics teacher in highschool...who knew i didnt study...but would still kick ass in exams...mainly because i just loved the subject...and was naturally inclined to business...he was always so encourgaging...he just believed in me...and to this day i still remember...

hmmm my best friend maria...i will love her always...she is shining light in my life...she just gets me...and listens to my shit...i swear she doesn't even realise how beautiful she is...

i had a meeting with scheduled to meet ben...you know the sexy guy...but instead i ended up meeting with this other...equally as sexy..mike...who completely made my day...just by hearing about his adventures and all round awesomeness!! i swear english accents...so melt worthy!!! LOL

i met this random guy at the club last night...and it was different....the norm would be that you know the guy would try and bump and grind with you (i have issues with personal space hahaha) he completely started a mad conversation on the dance floor...this guy had balls!! he gave me some interesting tips about dating...because he was a executive match maker!!! LOL i didnt even know that that was a real job hahahaha...he was quite cute...but no he said that guys dont like hearing that shit...apparently guys like to be told their BAD ASS!!! hahahaha...he was very smooth...handed me his business card and told me to call him...apparently there is a 3 day rule?? that i dont know shit about because i have been outta the game for so freaking long...upon getting the card...i said arn't you meant to call me? To which he said that we live in the modern world love...you call me first and ill do the rest after...hmmmm i dunno ill think about calling LOL he was fun!! interesting and entertaining...and ballsy so 10 points for him!!!

my mum and dad...who have stuck through my rebellious years...who  worry...who care...who love me for me!!!

and the firemen with the gorgeous smile!!! just cute!! actually JUST BAD ASS hahaha

and to the people who laughed at me when i tripped because of my stupidity for wearing these massive heels...spanking hot btw...but still stoopid...and unappropriate...im glad i made them laugh...cause i sure would of!! LOL

I feel that people always remember ppl not for their words or their actions...but for how they made you feel...

so im going to endeavour to be nicer to ppl...hehe

newho imma off...



xo
banana

...the law of attraction...

Watch your thoughts, for they become your words.

Watch your words, for they become your actions.

Watch your actions, for they become your habits.

Watch your habits, for they become your character.

Watch your character. For it becomes your destiny.

recently i got dared to pick up a fireman....i dont normally like to pick up men...hmmm if they like me they should work for me...i thinks....but a dare is a dare so why not??? so it was switched on...

i must explain normally on thursdays im not in the office...im usually out and about...winning clients over...negotiating....doing my THANG!!! but for watever reason i had to much paperwork to do....so stay in i did...

I had just come from the warehouse, to pick up a silk arrangement to install into one of my clients premises...handpicked it...i did...for a personal touch...and upon walking into the office...I could smell this really weird smell....something super stinky and weird...i was thinking...this arrangement stinks...how can it stink be so weird smelling...when it's freakin brand spanking new??? how can i give this stinky weird smelling arrangement to my client???? what the hell...but this smell just kept getting stronger and stronger....it started to give me a headache!!!

I look at the other section of the office and they all were getting up to leave...something was burning...and we just had to get out!!!

I for one was not interested in passing out due to this stinky weird smelling fumes...I had to basically pull our guys off their seats because of all the work we had to do...such workaholics...LOL...talk about dedmication!!! the building was possiblily on fire but NO they just wouldnt stop!!! LOL GO TEAM!!!!

SUSPECTED FIRE = EVACUATION = FIREMAN

The girls from office...such sexy mamas...were not really concerned as to wheather or not there was an actual fire but more so how hot the firemen were...they so funnAy they even took photos...hehe

and one fireman was particularly good looking...and im pretty sure he was used to the attention LOL...to say the least...at least we got a smile out of him...a damn cute smile!! hahahaha prolly comes with the job...man if i could tell you all the fucked up lame ass jokes ive got about fireman! u would ROFL LOL

Anyway this whole evacutation did give us some excitement for the day!! LOL it's funny how just abit of eyecandy doesn't do no harm!!!

it ended up being a power fault or some shit!!! ended up getting an electrician in...LOL...GO THE TRADIES!!! hahahaha so sexy

the law of attraction states "like attracts like" im not sure but i thought it also had something to do with...whatever you think about most happens...kinda thing?? not to sure.....hmmmm for whatever reason i think my "law of attraction" thing is on freakin OVERDRIVE!!! it's just not even about the fireman fireman everywhere!!! it's all this other shit too....haha

i think in terms of what im sending out into the universe...im sending mixed messages...i have no idea what the fuck i want really...but in slowly figuring it out...hahaha..hmmm i would give you examples but you know...a tad personal...hahaha....but i figured that once ive figured it out...it'll just come!! LOL

Let's freaking hope so...hey ppls???

newhos

imma outta here

Annabanana

MANLY MEN!!!

Beauty is not caused. It is.

just wanted to let you know the low down....


for all the single girls out there....in the vicinity of SYDNEY...you really must check out manly!!! MANLY MEN ARE DAMN MANLYYYYYYY!! LOL


for whatever reason...there is just an endless amount of DAMN DAMN DAMN SEXY guys there...this self perpetuating stream of ridiculously good looking men....not boys...but men.....everywhere you freakin turn...its just awesome eyecandy!!! feel like such a pervert!!! LOL


looking not even tempted to touch though...lol




cheerios
aNNaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa