la la la LOVE....

anyone can catch your eye...

but it takes someone special to capture your heart

Love is an ever so complex yet at times very simple thing. I for one am guilty for judging people at first glance...looking at facial features, persons height, weight, style, age, education not so much, financial situation kinda but not really...looking at the more superficial side of things at first...acknowledging that yes...they are attractive because of so and so...or NOPE i wouldnt go there because of so and so...

i for one am also guilty for and fallen victim to getting so damned attached because this person is so freakin cool and so fun to be with...may not be the best looking...but suddenly is like the effing most cutest thing EVER....because for what ever reason their personality and character and what they stand for seems to at that moment in time...outshine everybody else...LOL...

I HAVE TO MENTION....i met the most sexiest guy the other day!! HOLY EFFING MOLEY!!! he was so effing drool worthy...ok get this...he was from the uk...so MAD ENGLISH ACCENT...and is half english and half argentinian..(i dunno if i spelt that right...but tough tittys!!! LOL)...he was tall....and being a personal trainer...im preety sure he was DAMN fit...and the cutest thing...well my most favourite thing about him was his cheery face...he just looked like one of those people that doesn't let shit get him down....newhos so during the appointment...this is so off the topic...but i dont give a shit...we just clicked...we talked about me being filo...about his world travels...about our strict roman catholic backgrounds....cant be arsed going into anymore details...but he knew how to freakin speak spanish....so hes got this MAD ENGLISH ACCENT and knows how to SPEAK FREAKING SPANISH FLUENTLY...i am so throughly IMPRESSED...can neone get NE FREAKING HOTTER!!! n he was trying to teach me how to say something but i forgot what it was already hahaha...i am considering on asking him on a date...which ive never really done before...or at least giving him another opportunity to ask me on one HAHAHAHAHA!! yes i am a gronk and i know it...fuck if he doesnt ask...its just not meant to be...but then again if its meant to be its up to me lol why did he have to be so damn cute....why did he have to be such a sweetie....im thinking maybe he just clicks with everyone...you know...him being so damn sexy...who knows...but i am curious....i shall update you on this later...should there be any sort of progress made...hahahahah.....newhos how off the topic was that!!! LOL but i had to mention it!!! as i said...COMPLETELY FREAKIN DROOL WORTHY!!!! he definately caught my eye!!! hahahaha

newhos back to the topic...you get sucked in to seeing all their awesomeness that you just dont mind their faults...it just doesnt bother you....water on a ducks back they say...I for one when i get all loved up like that...i completely am blinded by it...i dont see ne other guys at all...its like no one compares to that person...fuck how annoying is that!! hmmmmmm LOL

LOVING SOMEONE is complicated because everyone experiences love in a different way, shape or form and that one person experience of being loved or showing love maybe completely different to that of their partners or to another person...its all a matter of perspective i guess...I guess its also a matter of communication...people show and feel love through different things...when you do find that special someone...i guess its a matter of understanding what love is to them...how they feel loved...and how you can show them your love the way they feel it...i shall give you one example of how i feel love...

my close close closest of friends...that i completely love to itty bitty pieces...i dont have to see them all the time..i still feel love for them even if i hadnt seen them for ages...for me it is about the quality of that time that we spend together...catching up...sharing secrets...giving and getting much needed advice or support...laughing till we cry...staying up till wee hours of the night....because time just passes by....i dont need to see them everyday, once a week, once a month or whatever to know that they are my true friends...but to someone else...i might only be a great friend or true friend if i see them regularly...or whatever...its all in how someone defines love in a friendship or partnership...i guess...

love is simple....because all we yearn for want and need is to be happy...and i think its just a matter of us i dunno...hahahah its complicated....

see what i find interesting is that someone can a really good looking guy...but if the personality and character isnt there...it just falls to shit...but they may not be the best looking or whatever but for whatever reason they touch your heart....game over for all the other guys in this very universe LOL

i feel so SOPPY and retardo writing this...but ive been thinking about love abit...being mad analytical about the whole thing...because im like that...and because...for those that know me i think way too freaking much....hahaha...and also because i am i dunno kinda confusing myself at the moment...its scary dont you think?...leaving yourself vulnerable to someone else...open to so much intense effing feelings...letting ppl close...but in the end its worth the all the risk...right? to find that person thats captured your heart...hahaha....so corrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrnyyyyyyy...but so damn true!!! newhos for the moment i dont want that shit...i am just content with how life is...WOO HOO SINGLEDOM!!! hahaha nothing to worry about...so far LOL

okie dokies....i am getting freaking hungry...

that reminds me i got a story next blog about ring!! LOVE HER!!!

ciao retardos!!

much love

anna inks