hmmmm too school for cool....

Do the thing you fear...and the death of fear is certain

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

 

i have been strongly contemplating going back to study...part time off course...i wouldnt give up my job...because im so damn in love with it...i am abit scared though because i haven't studied for awhile...for ages....maybe a decade....lol....and i dont exactly need it for what i am doing....don't get me wrong...i love love love my books...and can read read read about my passions...but super dooper scared of going back...especially with the course i want to do...

 

Atm im thinking of what i would have to give up...the amount of sacrifice....no more late nights having coffees staying up till wee hours of the night...i would really have to ease myself back into it...i would have to create balance...im preety shit at that....lol....i would have to do presentations...which i do now...but not so much...the thing i do look forward to is the amount of networking i would have to do...meeting random people from all works of life...it would be so interesting to get different perspectives on businesses...what the best practices are...how to create crazy awesome business structures...would come in very handy in the not too distant future...

 

i really really really want to do it...and it is business...so I am really passionate about it...but i guess it is just fear that is holding me back...it's weird how fear...even though its not necessarily a true perspective on things...can paralyse you...normally i would just go for it and not give a flying shit...but i guess i just dont want to fail...me so scared!!!  And the people i would be studying with would be much more experienced...crazy experienced...i kind of question my ability...can i handle it? i sure hope so...i'm preety sure if someone else can do it...so can i......ppls i would be throwing myself into the deep end with this one....but luckily enough i do have the support of work...and my work collegues...so i can...i guess refer to their knowledge their experience...

 

i do love learning new things...getting new perspectives...and business is definately something i want to understand..

 

Damn it!! I LOVE BUSINESS...and i feel as though it would be more than worthwhile...the benefits...the endless opportunities...

 

wish me luck cuz im going to need it!!

 

hopefully ill grow some balls soon and just do it!!!

 

xo

anna