impact

n.

1. The striking of one body against another; collision. See Synonyms at collision.

2. The force or impetus transmitted by a collision.

3. The effect or impression of one thing on another: still gauging the impact of automation on the lives of factory workers.

4. The power of making a strong, immediate impression: a speech that lacked impact.

today i tried to hoolahop...with this small ass hoolahop thingy ma bob...n i'll tell you know ppl...i was hopeless...hahaha...i got semi sweaty after about 5 mins...lol...hmmmm not a good sign...

today i also danced in the rain....abit random...but i realised i should do these kinda things more often...it was nice...comptemplating on how great it is just to be...im breathing...im healthy....blessed to have such awesome family and friends...i started thinking about how different ppl have effected my life in some shape or form...

also played bingo hahahaha hadnt done that in years...HAHA!! random!!!

Isn't it funny how different ppl impact onyour life...it can be as simple as a smile...an interesting conversation...witnessing something funny take place..such as someone tripping or something...hahaha...(i know kinda slack but it happens to everyone and you gotta  just laugh right?)i do believe that ppl come into your life for a reason...sometimes you dont know the reason that they you have met them until later on...but still you learn from everything...

Some people are there for a short while....while others are there forever...i guess it's based on you as to wheather or not that is the case. Some people you just can't let go off...for whatever reason...

When people actually make a deep impact on your life...wheather it be good or bad...it happens to teach you something? i thinks...come to think about it the worst relationships be it friendship/lover/family/co-worker whatever you always learn how to handle that situation better in the future...

ok with mark the guy i was extremely infatuated with...he taught me to be straight up and to the point...be random...well more random than i am now...be open to experiences...i had always been one of those ppl who were more words than action...hahaha...

ok a had a economics teacher in highschool...who knew i didnt study...but would still kick ass in exams...mainly because i just loved the subject...and was naturally inclined to business...he was always so encourgaging...he just believed in me...and to this day i still remember...

hmmm my best friend maria...i will love her always...she is shining light in my life...she just gets me...and listens to my shit...i swear she doesn't even realise how beautiful she is...

i had a meeting with scheduled to meet ben...you know the sexy guy...but instead i ended up meeting with this other...equally as sexy..mike...who completely made my day...just by hearing about his adventures and all round awesomeness!! i swear english accents...so melt worthy!!! LOL

i met this random guy at the club last night...and it was different....the norm would be that you know the guy would try and bump and grind with you (i have issues with personal space hahaha) he completely started a mad conversation on the dance floor...this guy had balls!! he gave me some interesting tips about dating...because he was a executive match maker!!! LOL i didnt even know that that was a real job hahahaha...he was quite cute...but no he said that guys dont like hearing that shit...apparently guys like to be told their BAD ASS!!! hahahaha...he was very smooth...handed me his business card and told me to call him...apparently there is a 3 day rule?? that i dont know shit about because i have been outta the game for so freaking long...upon getting the card...i said arn't you meant to call me? To which he said that we live in the modern world love...you call me first and ill do the rest after...hmmmm i dunno ill think about calling LOL he was fun!! interesting and entertaining...and ballsy so 10 points for him!!!

my mum and dad...who have stuck through my rebellious years...who  worry...who care...who love me for me!!!

and the firemen with the gorgeous smile!!! just cute!! actually JUST BAD ASS hahaha

and to the people who laughed at me when i tripped because of my stupidity for wearing these massive heels...spanking hot btw...but still stoopid...and unappropriate...im glad i made them laugh...cause i sure would of!! LOL

I feel that people always remember ppl not for their words or their actions...but for how they made you feel...

so im going to endeavour to be nicer to ppl...hehe

newho imma off...



xo
banana